Thank you for your kind comments and emails.
The tests results were normal. The MRI scan shows no tumor near the pituitary
gland, which was one of the things my doctor was worried about. My thyroid is
working normally as well. I have a cardio stress test on Thursday. The doctor
thinks he knows what's causing my heart's sudden arrhythmia, but he needs the
Thursday test to rule out some things.
His preliminary diagnosis: Stress. His exact
words: "Let's get the test on Thursday, then you and Jeanene and I need to have
a serious conversation."
Stress? Okay, what am I supposed to do with
that information? Admittedly, I have been rather busy over the last four or five
years, and my family has faced some hard issues that have caused Jeanene and I a
lot of worry. But what part of my life can I change and do I want to change?
You know what? I'm not going to think about
this until I finish the test on Thursday and have that conversation. I'll think
about it then. Procrastination, contrary to popular opinion, can be a fairly
nice coping mechanism. I'm just not going to worry about it until then. I'm good
at that.

rlp