Letting Go Of The Need To Know

August 27, 2007 - 8:12am

If you were extremely wealthy, you could try to see everything. You could hop into a car and zoom across the United States, stopping in major cities and seeing the famous sites. You could pay a cabbie to wait for you while you hurried to the top of the Empire State Building for a quick look. Then you'd hop back in the cab and say, "To the Statue of Liberty, and step on it!"

You could bounce along the south rim of the Grand Canyon, stopping for a few moments at each viewing point before heading for Monument Valley. You could drive across the Golden Gate Bridge, snapping pictures and reading a brochure that tells you how many people have jumped off the bridge and how hard it is to keep it painted. You could move to Washington, D.C., and spend a year going through the Smithsonian Institute, taking notes and pictures of everything as you strolled through the buildings.

You could do these sorts of things for years and years, checking off each famous site in a little notebook before hopping a train to the next exciting destination. Eventually your notebook would be thick and full of notations that no one, including you, would ever read...

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Submitted by Anonymous User on August 27, 2007 - 10:11am.

Well said, Pastor. As a reader who has struggled over time with inflated ideas of self-importance, this piece is an excellent reality check. Thank you.

God, please forgive me and help me to let go.

Submitted by Anonymous User on August 27, 2007 - 10:58am.

Fantastic. It was a message I, on the first day of classes in this semester, needed to keep close at hand.

Grace and peace,
Josh

Submitted by Anonymous User on August 27, 2007 - 4:56pm.

"I often wonder" ..........

I often wonder how they make things. You know, things we all own. Like tables and refrigerators, the gumball machine and this computer I'm typing on.
I wonder the lifecycle of the tree in my front yard and the names of the plantlife outside my window. I wonder about light and shading. I wonder about how wallstreet works, supply and demand, and pig farmers. I wonder how thinsg worked in the past.
I wonder how to fly a jet, and how to develop pictures, and during all this wondering I did not remember a common Biblical passage..."where there is knowledge, it will pass away."
And for all the days I spent wondering, nothing has silenced my soul more than a brief understanding of your words and the words of God.

Hope

Submitted by Anonymous User on August 27, 2007 - 7:27pm.

your essay reminded me of wendell berry's writing. have you read much by him?

stacy :)

Submitted by rlp on August 28, 2007 - 10:25am.

No, but I'm embarrassed to admit it.

Submitted by Anonymous User on August 28, 2007 - 5:42pm.

i bought my husband one of his books for christmas...he devoured it and went on to read all of berry's fiction he could find. i think you'd like "jayber crow" or "hannah coulter."

stacy :)

Submitted by Anonymous User on August 27, 2007 - 8:23pm.

I really, really needed this particular essay. I've made a lifetime out of not letting go. It's a fundamental flaw in my character. And I'm tenacious when it comes to getting what I want. I don't give up easily...and although I don't think that's what the essay was specifically saying, that's how I internalized it.

Lately, I've had to come to grips with letting something very, very special go. I've not done well.

This was a good essay for me to read. Thanks for writing it.

Submitted by Anonymous User on August 27, 2007 - 9:38pm.

A steady diet of humility also helps! You're ponderings are but a repeat of that wonderful book of Ecclesiastes.

Dimlamp
http://dimlamp.wordpress.com/

Submitted by Keith on August 27, 2007 - 10:30pm.

I try to know as little as possible, but my goals keep getting in the way.

Submitted by Orangeblossoms on August 28, 2007 - 11:40am.

Lovely. True. Balance is so hard..... and so necessary.

Submitted by Aimee on August 29, 2007 - 11:25am.

thank you........ i tend to be too much of an intellect (but God did make me that way, right)?

Always in God's Grace~ ______ 
"Coolness might help in your negotiation with people through the world, maybe, but it is impossible to meet God with sunglasses on." ~ Bono

Submitted by Anonymous User on August 30, 2007 - 1:26am.

i have a lot of obsessions. sometimes i want be something, i have an idea in my head and i think i'd be amazing at it. being a christian is one of them, not really becoz i believe it, or becoz i need it, or even becoz i believe in God, heaven or hell, but just becoz i find it beautiful. i can see why so many people would want to be christian, i could see myself being a great christian, but events in my life have lead me to be something different.

i want something beautiful in my life, something i can me, i love being a million little things, but i'd like to be one big thing, one defining thing. your essay is amazing, i'm always torn between what i should do =)

Submitted by Geno Ford on September 5, 2007 - 12:14pm.

This message was on point for me. When I first saw the title I got scared and avoided reading it until yesterday because I was sure that it contained a challenging message that I wasn’t quite ready to take in. I was right.

As much as I appreciate my own unique way of thinking and understanding things, I appreciate your stinging reminder that I can never know all the things I would want to know. I can easily become obsessed with a need to have all the answers. I’m 28 years old and I have searched restlessly (like a madman) through hundreds of texts, videos, books, blogs, papers, podcasts, audiobooks, essays and encyclopedias in pursuit of a conclusive understanding of truth and reality. But this will always and can only be an ongoing process. And even if I could take all of it in I couldn’t retain all of it (kind of like what you said in your previous essay about the New Testament)

I’m often reminded of my limited humanity when I walk into a library. Yeah, I’d love to read the entire catalogs of certain authors and to listen to the catalogues of certain musicians. But I have to make a decision and choose those few things I feel drawn to read and listen to at this moment in time (And sometimes the choice is to simply sit still without reading or listening to anything). Your essay reminded me that it takes wisdom to know what to focus on and what to leave behind.

The point that I came away with is this: It’s OK for us to investigate, question and pursue answers to our questions but we also need to live meaningful lives in the meantime.

May the Spirit of God help the restless. I thank you for your contribution, RLP.

Geno

Submitted by Anonymous User on September 5, 2007 - 3:35pm.

This is a topic I've been exploring privately, and I was quite taken with your discussion of it. In fact, I may just have to quote you some day... about living in small places and having that be big enough for a year or a whole lifetime.