Mark Twain

November 21, 2005 - 2:20pm

Evaluating my own writing is a tricky matter. I know what I'm looking for in an essay: clarity, a new and interesting take on a subject, perhaps a new way of looking at something common and familiar, real passion and vulnerability, and writing that sounds good so that reading it feels like running downhill. You don't want to stop.

I have my own opinions about the work I've done at Real Live Preacher, but I've come to understand that what happens when the written word meets the reader is beyond my understanding or control. Sometimes I'm not completely happy with a piece - maybe I never got comfortable with it or maybe I stopped being able to hear it before it was done - but then I find out that it meant something to someone. I'm always humbled and amazed by this.

I wrote something in 2004 and called it, "Mark Twain." I worked harder on that essay than most. And when it was done, I liked it. But it's never been picked up by anyone. As I recall, Christian Century passed on it. So I was happy that the "Wittenburg Door" published it in their last issue.

Mark Twain

"A man once told me that he believes every word in the Bible. I was struck dumb with amazement.

He
Believes
Every word in the Bible

There is no part of that statement that makes sense to me..."

Click here to read the rest of this essay at the "Wittenburg Door" online.

rlp

Submitted by Dylan on November 21, 2005 - 3:04pm.

Wonderful! I'm so glad the Door picked this up. I don't know why anyone would be attracted to an understanding of the bible that closed off possibilities rather than expanding territory for exploration and wonder.
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Sarah Dylan Breuer
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"We live as though the world were what it should be, to show it what it can be."
-- Angel, "Deep Down," Angel Season 4

Submitted by Janna H on November 21, 2005 - 3:32pm.

"I have my own opinions about the work I've done at Real Live Preacher, but I've come to understand that what happens when the written word meets the reader is beyond my understanding or control. Sometimes I'm not completely happy with a piece - maybe I never got comfortable with it or maybe I stopped being able to hear it before it was done - but then I find out that it meant something to someone. I'm always humbled and amazed by this."

I strongly recommend Wassily Kandinsky's Concerning the Spiritual in Art.  He was a turn-of-the-century artist, friends with Arnold Schoenberg (the composer).  In Concerning the Spiritual in Art, Kandinsky writes about what he calls inner necessity - that need we have to express ourselves, that is borne out in the act of creation.  He says that, if we create art (of any kind) at that moment of inner necessity, then it will truly express what we are attempting to convey.  He also states that it is necessary for an audience of a work to lay aside their own baggage when taking in art, because it is only in doing so that one may experience the truth conveyed in the work as presented.

It's a great read - I read it when I was a third-year music major, studying Schoenberg's Theory of Harmony for one of my senior theory classes.  Then I wrote a paper on it, because I liked it so much and it made so much more sense than Schoenberg's book (which I still haven't read from start to finish).

-Janna (who has always held that it should be impossible to have a static meaning for any work of art, since everyone has different baggage)

Mover, Maker, Changer, unbreak me once again. Beautify me... I want to be fully Yours. - JH 2005
Deep calls to deep in the roar of Your waterfalls; all of Your waves and breakers have swept over me. - Psalm 42:7

Submitted by Anonymous User on November 21, 2005 - 3:56pm.

rlp... good article.. question for you.. i am contemplating going to baylor for seminary.... among several others...how conservative is texas about women in ministry?

Submitted by rlp on November 21, 2005 - 7:05pm.

Truett seminary is a solid, moderate Baptist seminary, so there will be many women attending. However, it should be noted that Texas Baptists as a whole are open to women in ministry positions, but not necessarily as pastors. Right now I am aware of two Texas churches with women senior pastors. Lots of Baptist churches support this in theory, but in practice it's still mostly men. That's probably true in many denominations.
 
Please don't hear this as any kind of endorsement of the situation in Texas from me. As far as I'm concerned, the Kingdom of God needs all of her servants, male and female.

Submitted by Anonymous User on November 21, 2005 - 6:10pm.

"Therefore speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand. (Mat 13:13)

-Josh Jasper

Submitted by Anonymous User on November 21, 2005 - 10:43pm.

i like this line you wrote: “Is there a vocabulary that can communicate the soul-jarring collision that occurs when emotion meets intellect and intuition struggles against wisdom?” ..i like it so much that I forgive your mockery of how I used to be…or maybe still am…or maybe I’m somewhere in between….believing what I’ve always thought was true and believing my own truth as I seek God’s wisdom using every ounce of emotion, intellect and intuition…. because life really is too complicated for absolute truths. but anyway, your words are beautiful not only in syntax and rhythm but in the emotions they stir…; perhaps the mocking tone I hear is my own voice reflecting my distaste for my old self…Surely your words are too beautiful to mock, too deep to do anything but fire our imaginations and fill our minds with new possibilities. Surely.

Submitted by rlp on November 22, 2005 - 8:24am.

I really really really hate the idea of mocking. And the practice of it, obviously. In person I never do that. I always try to be as gentle and accepting as possible. It seems that humility would require this of us.
 
But when I write, I often create some straw man or idea to knock down. I don't know how to make the point any other way. In any case, I write what comes out of me, and I suppose we all mock the things we fear or once were. Perhaps this is mocking. If it is, I'll have to claim that the need to mock is inside of me. In that case, perhaps I can be forgiven for honesty's sake.

Submitted by Anonymous User on November 22, 2005 - 12:00pm.

Oh! The sheer envy (I know, it's a sin) I feel at you being published in the Door! But I miss Yaconelli -- I would have loved to be in there during that era.

Submitted by textjunkie on November 22, 2005 - 4:56pm.

Preach it, Brother Gordon. :) And sometimes, even if you aren't happy with a piece, it is still exactly what someone else needs to hear...

Submitted by abiding on November 23, 2005 - 11:32am.

I liked it the first time I read it over a year ago. I like it even more now. I thought I remembered that you labored over this essay in some way. I looked back through the archives. I was correct. Here's a line from the post that preceded the Mark Twain post. "In writing, sometimes beauty is born from destruction. I need to see this through to the end." You've followed through.

Submitted by The Rob on November 23, 2005 - 11:29pm.

Well, I shared this on my Blog yesterday, and the response has been wonderful...Thank you so much for giving me permission to post your article. As we struggle to dig deeper into the word, it's fascinating to take a step back and say to ourselves..."I will never understand this...ever." And yet dig we must. I sometimes find myself asking, "how in the world will I ever get any of this?" I feel railroaded by the very thing I am trying to comprehend...Mark Twain...yes indeed.

Submitted by DougCobbOKC on November 24, 2005 - 9:58pm.

Just wanted to say that this is probably the finest essay on the mystery of God's word that I have read. I am wary (and weary) of anyone who says that they understand the Bible or that they can find answers there. All I find are questions.

I'm afraid I can't manage to understand it all either. I'm happy to come away with a tidbit or two now and then. Even in those cases, it's simply my understanding. I'd never presume to offer that as unversal understanding or belief to someone else.

I don't feel as bad knowing someone else sees it the same way. Well written. And thanks.

Submitted by rlp on November 26, 2005 - 1:46pm.

Thanks Doug!

Submitted by donandval on November 25, 2005 - 5:52pm.

I love this essay. It makes me realize how cocky I sound when I say things like that. I really try not to, but I was indoctrinated from my youth and sometimes that stuff just flies out of my mouth. Thanks for taking me down a peg! :)

Also, I hadn't had a chance to completely peruse the latest Door (I think I told you about the whole "stinky ink" thing), so when I saw this posted online I ran and grabbed it off the coffeetable. You are the best ad the Door ever had!

Rock on, preach. Love ya. V

Submitted by rlp on November 26, 2005 - 1:47pm.

Hey D, or V (whoever wrote this.) Nice to hear from you!!
 
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Submitted by Anonymous User on December 1, 2005 - 12:25pm.

I just wanted you to know that I've read all your essays, from the very beginning of the blog (though I don't think I've ever commented before now), and "Mark Twain" was one of my absolute favorites. So thanks for laboring over it, and I'm glad someone picked it up finally.

Submitted by rlp on December 1, 2005 - 1:43pm.

Thanks. It is humbling and wonderful to think that things I write mean something to others. This made my day.