State of the Blog Address

January 26, 2006 - 3:07pm

January 2006.

So where am I with the whole Real Live Preacher thing? It’s a good question and one that I ask myself quite often.

For you newcomers, here is a short version of the story so far:

In December of 2002 I launched a blog that I called “Real Live Preacher.” This was my first entry. I had no grandiose plans at the time. I simply wanted to write, and I had an idea that if I had a blog I would be driven to write. Writers need motivation and I wanted some. It worked. I wrote hard for two years as an anonymous blogger. My original salon blog is still online here.

But things always change, don't they? People in my church found out about RLP. People in the blog world found out about my church. And a lot of people started showing up to read what I was writing, which was scary and thrilling. There was a book and a chance to write for Christian Century and now a couple of other publications. It was very exciting up until the time that I started falling apart.

Potential bloggers listen to me now - there is no way you can anticipate the unholy and wholly consuming way that a blog can take over your life. I was trying to hold down two jobs, be a good husband and father, and maintain the juggernaut that was Real Live Preacher. I couldn't do it, and I couldn't stop doing it. So my body shut down and I became physically and emotionally unwell. I still am a bit, but getting better. Compulsion is a part of serious writing; I'm convinced of it. I do not know how to be healthy with this yet, but I'm working on it.

So I had to make a choice, and I did. I quit my second job (web design and hosting) to devote myself to writing and maintaining Real Live Preacher. It's a risk, but it's my own risk, and I don't ask for sympathy or make apologies. This is what I want to do, and it seems like a good thing to be doing. That's the deal.

And now to the state of the blog address:

In August I put some fairly serious money into launching this new blog software and began trying to make money as a writer without losing my soul. That ain't easy, but if it can be done, I aim to be one who does it. (Pardon the "Texas twang" to that last statement, but it feels right to say it that way.)

So how does one make money as a writer/blogger?

  1. See if you can write for a magazine or in some respectable way that pays. (Not easy and takes time to build a network)
     
  2. See if people will click on a Paypal button sometimes and just give you money. Like magic.
     
  3. Start publishing your own stuff and sell it in your own network instead of through a publisher. You'll make a few dollars a copy instead of a few cents a copy.

    In case you're wondering, I made a grand total of $3600 on the Eerdmans book, "RealLivePreacher.com." And this is a book that won the Independent Publisher's Award for essay/nonfiction in 2005. It's a tough world out there for writers.

     
  4. Try to make your blog into something that people will enjoy. Include some fun features like chatting and the ability to send each other messages and the like. Hope that number 4 will entice a few people to think about number 2.
     
  5. Setup some kind of bookstore where you get a commission on books bought there. Not much money, but every bit counts.
     
  6. Never never never never forget your basic commitment to writing and to the blog. Dance with the one that brung you, as we say here in the Lone Star State. Write like hell; be brave; take risks; make people angry sometimes; put yourself and your work out there and see what happens; write down the bones, as Natalie Goldberg says.

So how has it worked so far?

Well, there is potential, but things aren't happening as quickly as I had hoped. I make from 200 to 500 dollars a month from Christian Century for writing and sending them some traffic. The paypal thing was awesome for the first month (about $3000!) and then nothing, really. That's kind of the way it goes with Paypal buttons.

The Christmas CD sold about 300 copies. I was hoping for 1000, but I learned something about what my own network can do. There was no real publicity for it. And I paid for producing the CD and finished paying Matt for his work on the blog. That's all good. The Christmas CD has a life of its own. It will be here next year, along with the Shepherd story.

The RLP bookstore is just getting started. I don't really anticipate making much money there. It serves a nice purpose though.

What does the future hold for RLP?

Unknown at this time. I'm trying to bring my writing income up to about $2,500 a month from an ever increasing number of sources. That's ambitious I know, but that amount would justify my brash and perhaps foolhardy dumping of my web design income and the jump into the world of writing.

I have a few more ideas to try:

  1. Voluntary Subscriptions - You may now subscribe to Real Live Preacher. That means you can let Paypal grab a few dollars a month or a quarter out of your account to support this blog. There will be a special email list for subscribers. I'll send these folks more regular emails (if they wish to receive them) to let them know what's coming up and what's happening behind the scenes as I try to make this thing fly. Click here to see the new subscription page.
     
  2. Audio Files -As a way of saying thank you to subscribers who give $5.00 a month or more, I have begun making audio files of my essays and stories. I'll make them available along with a podcast for subscribers. I'll include some commentary and chat at the end of some. And maybe tell some of the stories behind the essays. (And yes, if you want to drop $60 in a one time payment and get access to the audio files for a year, that will be fine.) Click here for a sample audio file.
     
  3. RLP Blogs - Christian Century will be the first to have a blog here at Real Live Preacher. They will have the same software that I have and will be listed on the left menu. I feel that others may be willing to pay for the opportunity to be dropped into a pretty heavy stream of internet traffic. We'll see where that goes.

I hope you've noticed that I have not abandoned my first commitment to write as well as I can and to put that writing online where anyone may read it. It still costs nothing to read Real Live Preacher. These other things are extra and simply my attempt to find a creative, new way to make a reasonable living as a writer.

What will happen if it doesn't work? I don't know. For some reason I feel certain that I shouldn't spend any energy worrying about that. Today's worries are enough for today, and the future will bring what it will bring, as it always does.

So that's where things stand right now. I appreciate your kind affirmation and support these last three years. It's been a wonderful and very affirming journey so far. And hey, I'm open to suggestions and ideas. Email me if you have some.

peace,

Gordon Atkinson (rlp)


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Submitted by Karen from Pitt... on January 26, 2006 - 3:24pm.

Congratulations for having not only supreme writing talent but also a whole lot of nerve. Risk taking was never one of my specialties, so I admire someone who can follow their heart even if it's not the most lucrative career. You're lucky to have a supportive family as well. Good luck. ----- Karen from Pittsburgh

Submitted by Benedictine Baptist on January 26, 2006 - 3:49pm.

Give it your best shot, Gordon, but don't let your health suffer. Always listen to God's calling and respond to it, wherever it may take you; and if I can be of any help along the way, you know where to find me! May the Lord bless you and keep you, always.

David.

Submitted by tom reindl on January 26, 2006 - 4:51pm.

I'm just glad you're still here Gordon. :)

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 26, 2006 - 7:26pm.

Congratulations on three years! I love the Foy stories; I feel like I could've been Foy in a past life if I did believe in that sort of thing. . . they're such genuine true stories they can't help but striking a chord. Here's to many more!

Natalie

Submitted by Aimee on January 26, 2006 - 8:22pm.

you've come a long way, Gordon! i'd be more interested personally in hearing (or reading) about the whole 'selling your soul' thing. it's a tight wire to walk, and you seem to be doing it fairly well and without much guilt.

i reflect back on things i've read here many times. and even if you didn't get a dime for your writing, the ways God has worked through it are far reaching, and priceless. i know it's a cheesy thing to say, really, because when the rubber meets the road you do have a family to support. but you're right to only worry about today. you're right to seek first His kingdom. :)

Submitted by zachawry on January 27, 2006 - 1:01am.

I haven't felt so good spending five bucks in a long time!

Submitted by paigeb on January 27, 2006 - 4:19am.

I'm thrilled to be able to subscribe, and I challenge everyone who has been moved by Gordon's writing to do the same. Whether he would characterize it this way or not, I consider this blog to be a ministry, and those of us who are uplifted by it need to support it. It's all well and good to talk about focusing on today and seeking the Kingdom--but his daughters need to be fed, housed, and clothed. Pony up, people!

Submitted by newsace on January 27, 2006 - 8:14am.

A few more pennies:                
 

In case you're wondering, I made a grand total of $3600 on the Eerdmans book, "RealLivePreacher.com." And this is a book that won the Independent Publisher's Award for essay/nonfiction in 2005. It's a tough world out there for writers.
 

FWIW, that grand total should go up a few more pennies soon. I went to my local independent bookstore last week and asked them to order the book for me.
 

mike

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 27, 2006 - 8:44am.

God speaks, we must learn to listen. Gordon, you are hearing clearly. Go for it.

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 27, 2006 - 9:32am.

THANK YOU for this succinct, yet thorough overview of the world that awaits writers. Once a part of the publishing world, I still get inquiries from folks who "know" that they will be able to bring in the bucks with their writing. (And usually, they have no where near the talent that you do.) I'm constantly cautioning them regarding the realities and encouraging them to determine if they are writing for the money or the chance to express themselves then to choose outlets accordingly. As usual, you've given me something I can pass along but this time it goes beyond inspiration, and as usual I'm so grateful. -- KC

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 27, 2006 - 9:47am.

Do you ever read Sluggy Freelance? The author seems to have figured out a number of good ways of turning the fairly heavy traffic to his free content into a steady income. He sells T-shirts and stuffed toys, offers all the neat extra website perks as benefits for subscribers, has the paypal button, has the bookstore, has the books for sale, gets himself invited to conventions as a paid guest, etc. He makes his living at it. It might be a good model to copy. Also, it's a great comic strip.

(John Scalzi has found ways to turn his blog into bucks too, but he admits there's been a lot of luck involved.)

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 27, 2006 - 10:03am.

Thanks for the nudge. I am a perfectly reasonable and intelligent person, but Paypal kind of gives me the willies. But I overcame my fear and trembling, because I am most grateful for your writing. I've read parts of it out loud to my husband, who is not enchanted with churches, and I think he better understands what compels me to overlook my church's flaws and general craziness. I sent a copy to my brother-in-law, a minister, and he LOVED it. I like him better, he seems to feel a little freer to be himself.

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 27, 2006 - 10:54am.

Dude (May I call you that? That's what I call all the people I feel comfortable with anyway - I hope you don't mind),
Over the last year since I was emailed a link to your website, you've been one of the most inspiring, wise, funny, humble, down-to-earth people I've ever 'met'. Thank you.
A little embarrassed at being the cheesy guy with a verse, but I just think it's so appropriate (someone once gave it to me, I don't know my bible that well normally!):
"Rise up; this matter is in your hands. We will support you, so take courage and do it." - Ezra 10:4.
I admire your ruthless honesty, constant questioning, and waryness of walking a bit of a tight-rope. But from the bottom of my heart, the pit of my stomach, and the core of my guts, I want to shout GO FOR IT, STAY THE COURSE & DON'T LOOK BACK!! YEHAA!
ps: and now I'm going to hit the paypal button. magic.

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 27, 2006 - 12:39pm.

RLP is not just any old blog, it is a ministry. Your blog has helped me to better accept myself for who I am and what I believe in, even when if irritates a few “churchy folks”.

I have loved how open and honest you have been. For example you talked about the difficulties of a being a hospital chaplain and how you questioned your own faith, the bumping into a lady at the coffee shop and detailing what would be the response of any honest man, pictures of you enjoying a beer at a bar with some friends, and many other stories.. This is all very gutsy for a preacher, especially a Baptist. WOW!! Although my wife says you need your mouth washed out with soap.

Anyway, as a result your writing I feel better about letting other Christians see me for who I really am and fret less about whether I meet their “Christian standards”.

Keep on a blogging / ministering Mr. RLP.

Submitted by hevwc on January 27, 2006 - 7:10pm.

I'm ready for the line of T-Shirts.....dude..

Submitted by Corona Boy on January 28, 2006 - 7:35am.

A second comment...
I just wanted to say I just signed up yesterday. And I'm really excited. Not because of any expectations, there can't be any. Every new turn brings a new surprise. Just because I'm stoked.
Thanks RLP

Submitted by Michael Main on January 28, 2006 - 1:21pm.

Knowing your fears of crossing the line between an honest faith and a rewarding career I doubt we'll be seeing RLP t-shirts anytime soon, although remember Amy and I dropped by your house years ago wearing WWRLP Do? sweatshirts...I remember how you shuddered :)

Self publishing seems like a wonderful first step and you have experienced friends who can help you with what to expect and possibly avoid some pitfalls.

My personal suggestion is that you make such a book something that wouldn't take a lot of "new" effort but rather use some of the many emails I know you have received asking hard questions about balancing life's challenges with God's commands and some of the well thought out responses you've given those folks. I think such a book..."Real Live Preacher Answers Questions About Real Life" would have a lot going for it:
1 - The material would stand up to the test of time.
2 - Much of the material you already have written, you'd be able to devote much of your efforts to culling and editing.
3 - It would be useful to a lot of people...those seeking God...those who've abandoned God...those who believe God has abandoned them...and people in extraordinary situations seeking acceptance...etc.
4 - You'd stay true to your calling and not compromise your integrity.
5 - You've got a number of friends, near and far, who'd be more than glad to help you organize it - gratis - removing the wheat from the chaff.

I know I've mentioned this idea before but I don't think I've really spelled it out... Now that you're in this public phase of introspection I thought I'd kick the idea back up for review.

Whichever direction you go...always know you're not alone.

love,

"Pepe"

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 28, 2006 - 2:48pm.

I like Michael Main's idea. I'd buy a book of that nature, from RLP or any other "preacher", who I felt had done their homework and put a great deal of thought into the answers. The key for ME would be not only WHAT you think, but WHY you think it. The faith reasons and the research reasons.

Also, I agree with paigeb. I read your blog daily, more than I read any magazine I pay to have delivered to the house. I'm happy to contribute to allow you the opportunity to keep writing. I'll be clicking on the pay pal button momentarily. Keep it up RLP!

Submitted by brett on January 28, 2006 - 4:55pm.

I'm honored to be able to support your efforts. I have a good friend who told me about this site and your book. I have given away several of the books and have decided to support this site with a one year subscription. My friend who has far more study of scripture under his belt than do I, says that he believes that scripture is still being written and I agree. This site and Gordon's writings are proof of that.

Submitted by jordoncooper on January 28, 2006 - 10:25pm.

Go for it. I was one of the many who bought your book and will continue to support in whatever way I can.

Submitted by Mari Mari on January 29, 2006 - 11:39am.

I'm in awe of the guts and faith it must have taken to make such a huge step with no promises of it bearing fruit. It might interest you to know how I found your blog, mainly because it's probably not in a way you expect...I happen to have a MySpace account and a month or so ago, someone happened to send out a mass email with a link to your blog. The person who sent it to me found it humourous. I found it fascinating. I've been back to read several times and finally got around to registering. So, see? You're everywhere already, even if you don't know it. You just have to learn to play it up.

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 30, 2006 - 7:40am.

When you pay for something your expectations are elevated ... maybe that is what I love about blogging ... a free-for-all of thoughts and ideas not filtered by editors and publishers. I hardly ever read "published" celebrities ... I mean authors ... any more because they don't have all that much to say for the money.

Submitted by donandval on January 30, 2006 - 10:14pm.

Good for you, man. Do what works for ya. We are going to hit the magic button as well, and apologize for being lazy about it until now. We have been "bellyin' up to the bar" and not paying our tab, and we now humbly apologize... the next round's on us (as it were). Rock on,
(us)

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 31, 2006 - 5:58am.

I know the future, God showed me. Here is some thing from there E=MC2 * 2 to the square root of any negative number!!!!

Submitted by Anonymous User on January 31, 2006 - 9:06am.

blessings and love :)