Stage Fright

February 28, 2007 - 2:37pm

When I was young, the youth leader of our church would occasionally ask for someone to give a testimony during the worship service. All the kids would get quiet, shuffle their feet and squirm. For some reason I would feel the responsibility of the group shift slowly to my shoulders. The silence became more and more uncomfortable until at last I would give in and speak up.

"I'll do it," I would say, dragging the words out to make sure that my reluctance was duly noted. The moments leading up to the dreaded event were horrible. My anxiety would peak, my stomach would turn upside down, and I would bounce my right knee up and down furiously on the ball of my foot.

The first trick I discovered was telling myself it would be over soon...

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Submitted by Al Johnson on February 28, 2007 - 3:53pm.

I still use Xanax and Propranolol to keep a panic attack from overwhelming me when I'm behind a pulpit. If I have a series of messages to the same congregation, I often feel so comfortable with them after the first message that I no longer need any meds.

I've worked with my therapist on relaxation techniques. I've done the cognitive stuff telling me those eyes out there won't hurt me (but they are still the eyes of my critical father, always looking for any mistake, ready to tear into me when he found one, or even thought he found one). I pray. I put things in God's hands. It's still very difficult.

I appreciate hearing your story. It helps me know I'm not alone. I know I'm not. And I know that some people take care of the problem by avoiding public speaking all together.

Al Johnson
Wrong Words blog: http://recoverypoetry2006.blogspot.com
Writing the Wrongs / Righting the Wrongs poetry book:
http://www.lulu.com/aljohnson

Submitted by Anonymous User on February 28, 2007 - 7:06pm.

You got to rebel against those people man. If you're giving a sermon, then you must have something important to say, and if it's truly important you got be willing to say it without regrets, and without fear.

Listen to some Dragonforce before getting up there, that'll do ya.

Submitted by Anonymous User on March 2, 2007 - 3:57am.

I'm trying to find an email address just to say thanks for your thoughts; your honesty on depression, etc.
I run a site www.liturgy.co.nz
You might like to come and visit there also;
maybe email me
maybe place a link on your site...
Anyway
God bless

Submitted by rlp on March 4, 2007 - 7:36pm.

hello@RealLivePreacher.com

Submitted by Anonymous User on March 4, 2007 - 6:36pm.

Anonymous from New Zealand:

If you go to the leftmost column, under Home there's a link Contact Me; if you click on that, an e-mail address will be provided at that page.

- Julia