What will it be like when you are gone, I
wonder? You’ve been with us for so long. It’s hard to remember what it was like
before you came.
First there was a line between two points, a
single dimension. It was like living before consciousness. There was no
awareness of others. No need for it. It was just the two of us, and I was happy
with things the way they were.
Then you came into our world and added a new
dimension. You turned a line into a triangle with three sharp points. Everything
changed, and I was afraid at first. But then you became my little buddy. Believe
it. I took you everywhere in those days. I carried you high on my shoulders,
behind my head. Your legs dangled in front of my chest, and I held your ankles
in my hands. I wanted to show you everything - the whole world.
When the news came that we were becoming a
square, I felt jealous and protective. I didn’t want a newcomer to ruin our
triangle. A part of me knew that there would never again be one little girl who
was my buddy. But she came, and we saw that she was also good. In time we
settled into a four-cornered life.
Then a third girl came, and we took on the
shape of a star. In time I came to love our star-shaped family. I even made my
own private constellation. I renamed the belt of Orion and began to call it The
Three Sisters in honor of my little girls.
Years passed. Each November The Three Sisters
rose in the night sky. I watched them and smiled. Things changed. You grew older
and wiser and more interesting to me. And I got older too. My shoulders can no
longer hold you, and the view is not enough for you anymore.
You were the rooster, the one who announced a
new day and a new era. The end of our line and the beginning of our shapes.
Reiley Rooster Simon and Schuster. I swear we used to call you that. And oh how
you did fly from animals to books, from Old McDonald to Jung, from little girl
to young woman.
So what are you saying? Are you saying that
we’re going back to being a square again? Are you telling me that you’re going
away, and you’re not coming back?
Never? Only for visits? Are you serious?
I knew this day would come, but I never let
myself think about it. Never until now at the very end.
Okay, you growing up and having your own life
is a good thing. I know that. But before you go, I want you to look into the
night sky. Look past our beloved Orion, far above his shoulders and even beyond
the red eye of Taurus that sees all. There in the blackness you will see a
little teacup constellation of six stars. Many ancient people called it The
Seven Sisters.
There were seven stars in this constellation
once, thousands of years ago. Seven sisters, but one of them disappeared. One
day someone counted, and she wasn’t there anymore. No one knows where she went.
Who knows how something like that happens. Maybe it was just her time. Time for
that little star to go her own way. And yet, for centuries, they were still
known as The Seven Sisters. The seventh sister went away, but I like the idea
that they kept the name and maybe a place for her at the table, just in case she
came home for a visit.
Somewhere along the way a modern person said,
“Hey, there are only six stars.” And now people usually call them the Pleiades,
which is the Greek name for The Seven Sisters. But I guess it doesn't draw
attention to the fact that one of them has gone her own way.
I’ll tell you what I’m going to do. In honor of
you, our departing sister, I officially reject the name Pleiades. I’m going back
to the old name. As far as I’m concerned, that little teacup above Orion is
called The Seven Sisters.
Can I rename the stars whenever I like? Don’t
ask me; you know I can.
So now it is your time. I know that. I see you
chomping at the bit, ready to take your life into your own hands. This change is
right and good, but it hurts more than I ever imagined. Because no matter how
often people say, “Oh, she’ll come home sometimes,” and “She’ll always be your
daughter,” you and I know that things will never be the same. My little buddy is
leaving, and she doesn’t fit on my shoulders anymore. That’s the truth, and I
resent anyone who suggests that it shouldn’t hurt like hell.
So go now, while I am being foolish and
philosophical. Now is the time. Go, my strong young woman. Go right up in the
face of life. Seize everything. Do not back down or back away.
Sit high above the shoulders of Orion; I want
you to see everything.
rlp
