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 <description>&lt;p&gt;Welcome to the RLP Archives. Thats right, this site has been archived and is no longer the main page of Real Live Preacher.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Important - RSS Feed Readers!&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
If you received this post through a RSS Feed, please go to the front page of the new site &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.reallivepreacher.com &quot;&gt;www.reallivepreacher.com&lt;/a&gt; and change your RSS Feed subscription.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Subscribers&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;
Users who had accounts on this old site still have your accounts enabled. This means old subscribers can still access the old subscribers only content that is here. However all commenting has been turned off. The new site will require you to create a new account and there will be brand new subscriber content on the new site also.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Looking forward to seeing you in my new place.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;One final note, there are still some broken things in these archives. If you come across links that don&#039;t work or images that are missing, feel free to &lt;a href=&quot;/feedback&quot;&gt;drop me a line&lt;/a&gt; and let me know. We are working hard to fix those for you.&lt;/p&gt;
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 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;A state of the blog address, of sorts.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Blogs have a shelf life. Some 
are abandoned along the way. The last post remains there, a mute testimony to 
someone&#039;s hopeful writing. Others change in various ways. Writing is a seasonal 
thing, and writers have less control over their writing than some people think. 
You follow what is inside and write about it. Live, listen, and follow your gut. 
As you change so does your writing. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So this is my blog. Real Live Preacher, as I 
named it back in December of 2002. It has survived a number of significant 
changes along the way. I think of my blog as having stages, like a child.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The early stage I think of as the wild days of 
the salon blogging community. I was anonymous and free, and very few Christians 
came to read. Mostly pagans and people of our world. I loved them, and many came 
to love me. I shot from the hip, wrote like hell, and sprinkled F-bombs around 
just because I liked the way they sounded. This stage lasted until perhaps the 
middle of 2003.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Then the Christians found me. I really hated 
that. Suddenly Christian people were all over the comments, starting arguments 
and carrying on theological discussions. I got a lot of email challenging me to 
defend myself, my theology, and my views of the Bible. I took up the challenge 
often enough. Sometimes I was too tired. Many who came were wounded Christians 
who were also tired and disgusted with church politics, fighting, etc. I think I 
gave them a voice. Who knows? But the pagans and people of our world slowly 
disappeared from the comments. It broke my heart, truly. I was deeply sorrowful, 
but you cannot control the comments. They have a life of their own. So be it. 
This period was from the middle of 2003 until May of 2004.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The next big change was losing my anonymity. 
People found out who I was, some of them in my church. A book was coming out, 
and I decided that I wanted my name to be on it. And I was tired of hiding. 
Anonymity is hard work. I came out of the closet, so to speak, in May of 2004 
with &lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.reallivepreacher.com/node/335&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;this post&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. Things changed. I lost a significant 
chunk of freedom, but writing is always defined by a set of filters and 
boundaries. I just had to adjust mine a bit and get used to it. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The next stage began when I started to unravel. 
My church is small and pays about half a salary. I was holding down two jobs – 
pastoring a church and running a web design and hosting business. And I was 
trying to be a husband and father of three daughters. Somewhere in that mix I 
was making time to write about 20 hours a week. Some of my essays take 10 hours 
of work. Some less, some even more.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I began to be emotionally unwell. I didn’t 
recognize the signs of it, though my family noticed that I had disappeared into 
a world of writing and isolation. I met with a dear friend from my faith 
community to talk about things. We agreed that I could do two things and be 
healthy, but not three.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Pastor, web designer, or serious writer (say 20 
hours a week). One of the three had to go.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I decided that I would try to transition away 
from web design and hosting and into writing as a second vocation. This was a 
big change because I could no longer write for free. I had to find some kind of 
income from writing, though I was determined to keep the blog going. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;But it’s much harder to make money writing than 
I imagined. I picked up a couple of regular gigs, but it was slow going.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;At this time, around the summer of 2005, two 
angels appeared. I kid you not. Two people came to me and said, “We’ll pay you 
to write at Real Live Preacher. Well send you a check every month for a period 
of time while you try to figure out how to make some kind of a living as a 
writer. We think your writing is important and a good thing in this world.”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;It’s a very humbling thing to accept an offer 
like that. For one thing, taking money from people can make you dependant. But 
more importantly, I had to admit that I wasn’t going to be able to do it alone. 
In truth, I would have done just about anything to keep writing. I wanted 
this…badly. So I said yes.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I will never be allowed to reveal their names, 
but truly Real Live Preacher exists today because they helped me with the 
transition. I dropped the web design business immediately. It was something of a 
leap of faith, because the interim money had a definite ending. But it “felt 
right,” as they say, so Jeanene and I decided to go for it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Then began another stage of Real Live Preacher. 
I left salon.com in July of 2005 and began blogging with custom Drupal software 
at my own domain – RealLivePreacher.com. At the time I was hopeful that this 
blog might generate enough income to combine with my regular writing at the 
Christian Century and The High Calling and justify the time I was spending 
writing. It seemed like a little community had developed at Real Live Preacher, 
and I thought I would try to nurture it a bit. So I put in a chat room and 
created users with an internal messaging system. And I made it possible for 
people to “subscribe” to this blog. Just voluntarily send money if they wanted 
to help with the expenses.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;A good number of people did. You can see their 
blogs over to the right. Most are signed up for $5 a month. Some for $10. I’m 
grateful to them, because that helps. But truly, not many people are going to 
subscribe to a blog. That’s not how this culture is developing. Subscriptions 
peaked at about the level of a nice car payment. A few drop each month and a 
couple join. It stays about the same.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Now it’s been two years at RealLivePreacher.com. 
I think I have a good idea of the kind of money you can generate with a blog. 
Not much. Advertising doesn’t do much for you unless you turn your site into a 
freakin billboard. I love Real Live Preacher too much for that. I’ve had a 
couple of modest ads along the way, but I’ve avoided making the site look 
commercial. I don’t have any paying advertisers now. Anything you see on the 
menu is there by my choice. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I had a grand plan to publish my own Christmas 
series. Seven stories in seven books. I got the first two done, but I lost about 
$1000 starting my own publishing company to get them in print. I can’t afford to 
spend any writing time on that project right now. It’s on hold. I might shop it 
around to a publisher someday, but that publisher is going to want me to write 
all the stories at once. I like writing one every year or so. More than that is 
too much Christmas for me.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The crazy thing is, I get a ton of traffic now. 
Somewhere between (sit down) 4000 and 8000 unique visits a day. That estimate is 
based on two different programs analyzing my server log files. One is 
conservative and the other less so. That traffic has opened some doors to a new 
kind of relationship with The Christian Century and The High Calling. When I 
write for them I send them traffic, and that’s a nice bargaining chip for a 
writer.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I’ve had some people say, “You just need to get 
a publicist, get&amp;nbsp; your name out there, do some interviews, blah blah &lt;b&gt;BLAH&lt;/b&gt;, 
blah blah &lt;b&gt;BLABBITY&lt;/b&gt; blah.”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Yeah, maybe. Maybe that kind of thing gets you 
writing opportunities that pay. Maybe. Still, I think you either write or you 
spend your time figuring out how to “get your name out there.” I don’t have time 
to even think about getting my name out there. It feels good to let go of that 
and not think about it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I’m going to write. That’s all I ever wanted to 
do. Because I want to write seriously (meaning with a significant amount of my 
energy and time), I’m willing to do various things and make some sacrifices 
for that privilege. I don’t have the luxury of being able to ignore money. I’ll 
need to take advantages of opportunities that come my way. But I think I’ll just 
take them if and when they come to me. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So I’m entering a new stage here at Real Live 
Preacher. This one is marked by my letting go of a dream that a blog like this 
can make enough money by itself to justify the time it requires. I need to 
upgrade Drupal (my blog software) because I’m getting KILLED with comment spam. 
A lot of my earlier essays have terrible spam in the comments now. A Drupal 
upgrade will allow me to take advantage of its new spam tools. BUT, that means 
I’m going to lose the chatroom. It was kind of a custom thing and keeping it 
tied to users is hard. And I’ll probably just get rid of the user accounts 
except for the subscribers. Why log-in? That’s kind of a pain. You’ll be able to 
leave your name when you comment or be anonymous, just the way it is at most 
blogs.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The subscription possibility will stay, and I 
hope some people will do that. That “car payment” helps a lot. It would be nice 
if that would at least hold at its present level.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I’ve got my eyes open for new opportunities to 
make a living as a writer/blogger. Just write and keep your eyes open. That’s 
what it’s all about anyway, right?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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height=&quot;168&quot;&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;rlp&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;When I began Real Live Preacher, my great fear 
was that somehow my writing might harm our church. We were a small community. If 
a number of families left because of the perceived heresy or vulgarity of the 
pastor, that would hurt us. It hurts when friends leave the church. There is 
also a financial risk if you alienate people at a small church. If the budget is 
tight and three or four families leave, we would be in trouble. The leaders who 
deal with our budget would be stressed if we suddenly found it hard to pay the 
electric bill.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So that was scary. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I was also worried that fear would stifle my 
writing, convincing me to play it safe. Was I prepared to accept the 
consequences of looking deeply into my own heart and writing about what I found 
there? The anonymity of the early days gave me just enough courage to give it a 
try. When that anonymity fell apart, I cringed and waited, but somehow my world 
did not collapse and neither did the church. There were a few uncomfortable 
moments, but everyone was okay.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;For a time, my blog and my church were in 
separate worlds. I never mentioned Real Live Preacher at church. It was common 
knowledge that I had a blog, but I didn’t talk about it on Sunday. If I felt 
like using the word fuck or expressing some honestly held but admittedly edgy 
theology at Real Live Preacher, I did. I knew people in my church read the blog, 
but I tried not to think about how they might react to my writing.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;Someone once asked me what has causes 
	the most controversy at Real Live Preacher. Without a doubt it is my 
	occasional use of the word fuck. I don’t know why, but that word represents 
	the crossing of some boundary of vulgarity that makes a lot of people very 
	uncomfortable. I don’t like to use that word, and I don’t use it very often. 
	I always try to find some other way to express myself, but sometimes – just 
	sometimes – only the word fuck will do. &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;Whenever I use that word I think about 
	my mother-in-law, who reads my blog now. I love her, and I know she loves 
	me. That word bothers her; it probably even hurts her to read it because she 
	wonders what kind of a man would use that sort of language. And I am married 
	to her daughter and the father of her grandchildren, so she cares what kind 
	of man I am. You don’t want to write things that hurt or trouble people who 
	love you unless it is truly necessary. I hate having to choose between 
	writing something with all the power and punch that I feel it deserves and 
	troubling my mother-in-law. But that is the choice I often face.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;It helped me to think of 
the two parts of my life as existing in separate worlds. It was like a grand 
game of denial. Swallow hard and write. Then don’t talk about it at church or 
with your mother-in-law. I was happy to keep those worlds apart. If you look at 
the banner of my blog, the little man in the robe is me, trying to keep two 
worlds from colliding.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Then something interesting began happening. 
Occasionally someone would show up at our church because of Real Live Preacher. 
I remember the first time it happened. A handful of “Real Live Preacher 
readers,” as they described themselves, drove down from Austin one Sunday 
morning. The writer in me was flattered, but it was also a little frightening. 
Still, it’s not as though we can put a sign on our door that says, “Everyone is 
welcome EXCEPT those who read Gordon’s blog.”&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;As the months went by, more people came to our 
church because they had read Real Live Preacher. It became a fairly common 
occurrence. Some of them wanted to see something that I had written about, like 
George&#039;s rock, or the big cedar tree behind the church. I was a little 
uncomfortable with this, but nothing bad happened. I got used to it and stopped 
worrying about it. So what if people come to our church and want to look at a 
tree or something. Why should I care?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Things began accelerating in December of last 
year. One Sunday we had nine visiting families. At least half of them found out 
about our church through my blog. A few of these families have now joined the 
church, and a couple of others will probably do so before long. For years I put 
out 70 chairs each Sunday, but now I have to put out 100, which is all we have. 
We have some folding chairs in case we need them, but yes, we’re out of chairs. I 
guess we’ll have to buy some more.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I’ve been watching these developments 
carefully, pondering them and asking myself what all of it means. I’ve decided 
it doesn’t mean much. People show up at church for all sorts of reasons. How 
they got there really isn’t that important.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I have noticed something though. I don’t know 
if it is good or bad, and it really doesn’t matter since I can’t control it 
anyway. Real Live Preacher may have become a kind of filter for our church. Some 
church people put a lot of stock in the beliefs, public presence, and life of 
their pastor. If someone is uncomfortable with either the theology or the 
occasionally stark honesty of Real Live Preacher, they might not come to our 
church at all. Or if they come, they might not stay. On the other hand, here are 
these people who are coming specifically because they like the theology and stark honesty of 
RLP.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;If indeed Real Live Preacher has become a 
filter for our church, then my blog will change the nature of Covenant Baptist 
Church over time. I don&#039;t want that kind of power. The only thing that makes this situation 
even palatable is that I never asked for this, and there doesn&#039;t seem to be 
anything I can do about it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Worlds are colliding, and there is nothing I 
can do. The world of my writing and the world of my church have ground 
together slowly, like one galaxy passing through another. This may be good news, 
bad news, or just plain news, but stopping the collision is definitely out of my 
hands at this point.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Whaddya gonna do?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Recently I had lunch with a visiting family 
after church. Their son told them about Real Live Preacher, and they began 
reading it. Months went by, and they decided to show up on a Sunday morning. 
Lunch was enjoyable. They seem like the sort of people who need to find us. I 
noticed how relaxed I was with then, chatting about our church or Real Live 
Preacher, almost as if there was no longer any boundary between my writing and 
my life as a pastor.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Good thing? Bad thing? Just a thing?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I don’t know. What does it matter? It’s 
happening, and as usual, I feel that I am just on for the ride.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Who knows where this is going?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Rlp&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <link>http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/node/718</link>
 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;There are a few things going on right now.
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Sage Chapel:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;
I&#039;ve been invited to preach at &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.cornell.edu/&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;Cornell&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt; 
University&#039;s &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.explore.cornell.edu/scene.cfm?scene=Sites and Landmarks&amp;stop=CU - SL - Sage Chapel&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;Sage Chapel&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt; on Sunday, April 9th. This 
seems very funny to me because no one has ever asked me to do anything fancy like 
this. Heck, I don&#039;t even own a suit. I hope it&#039;s not too formal or anything. 
Maybe I can borrow a robe from someone. (&lt;i&gt;Hey, don&#039;t tell anyone at Cornell 
that I don&#039;t have a suit, okay? Cause that&#039;s kind of embarrassing&lt;/i&gt;)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Cornell University is in Ithaca, New York. I&#039;ve 
never been to Ithaca, and I don&#039;t know how to get there. Jeanene and I will fly into some 
airport, obviously, and rent a car. I guess we&#039;ll just buy a map and find our way. 
I think the nearest airport might be like 100 or maybe 200 miles from the 
University. OF COURSE I&#039;ll take pictures and tell you about it when I get back. 
Doubtless something funny will happen to me.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Current Writing:&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;
I&#039;m working feverishly on a new &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;/rlpdv&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;RLPD&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt; story based on &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://bible.oremus.org/?ql=10479733&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;this text&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;. This story will be my 
sermon at Cornell. I&#039;m not going to have a lot to say myself. Instead I&#039;m going to try 
to make the gospel come roaring to life right before their eyes. What happens to 
people after that is really not my business, thank goodness.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I got the idea behind my interpretation of this 
text from &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://spider.georgetowncollege.edu/htallant/courses/his338/students/kpotter/&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;Walter Rauschenbusch&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;. I&#039;ll post the 
finished story here of course.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Audio File Available:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/b&gt;I&#039;ve put a &lt;b&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;/paypal&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;new audio file sample online&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;. This one is 
my Jeanene and I sitting around chatting about Real Live Preacher and how it has 
changed our lives. It&#039;s DEFINITELY conversational with laughing and goofing 
around. We&#039;re silly people.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Book Reviews:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/b&gt;I am about to open the Book Review Section to anyone who wants to submit a 
review. I think that&#039;s about a week away. You&#039;ll be able to email me a review 
and have it posted online. You can submit a &lt;b&gt;link to your own blog address&lt;/b&gt; 
at the bottom of your review, which will get you a little traffic for your 
trouble. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;What kind of books do I want reviewed? Anything 
and everything. Whatever you 
are reading that is meaningful to you. &lt;i&gt;Viva Books will edit the reviews and 
have the final say about what goes online.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Forums:&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/b&gt;The long-awaited discussion forums are now online. (&lt;i&gt;See new menu item on 
the left&lt;/i&gt;) The discussion forums work pretty much like the comments. So if a 
discussion arises from something I wrote, let&#039;s continue to use the comments 
like we always have. However, if you are a registered RLP user, you can launch a 
discussion topic of your own. I have no idea how this will work or if anyone is 
interested in it. I guess we&#039;ll just wait and see.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;
&lt;img border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;/images/border01.gif&quot; width=&quot;400&quot; height=&quot;44&quot;&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;rlp&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <category domain="http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/taxonomy/term/17">RLP Website</category>
 <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jan 2008 22:41:50 -0600</pubDate>
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 <title>I Miss The Old RLP</title>
 <link>http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/node/688</link>
 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I admit this is a little self-indulgent of me. 
I&#039;m writing this in part so that I can simply send a link to it in response to 
the emails I&#039;m getting from people who say they miss the old Real Live Preacher 
blog. They range in tone from wistful to accusing. Last night a woman took the 
time to write me and let me know, in no uncertain terms, that I&#039;ve become just 
like the televangelists. I wish I were healthy enough to say that I laugh that 
sort of thing off. I&#039;m healthy enough not to care about the usual critical 
emails, but since I have such a deep fear of commercialization and its 
cheapening effects, I admit that stung a little. And I wrote her an angry 
response that was meant to hurt. I wanted to sting her back. I don&#039;t like it 
when I get like that.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So let me say this as carefully and clearly as 
I can. I&#039;ve said it before, but not everyone reads everything I write. So if 
you&#039;ve missed it, here it is again:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I miss the old Real Live Preacher site too. It 
was nice to launch a blog and throw myself into it with wild, anonymous abandon. 
It was fun being the cussing, edgy, Texas preacher. It was fun when people were 
trying to figure out who I was. It was fun, but that&#039;s over now. There is no 
going back. We might as well stop talking about it as if going back was an 
option.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;There is no option for me that involves going 
back to the old days. The old Real Live Preacher was fun, but he took everything 
from me. I wonder if anyone but a writer can comprehend the absolute and 
uncompromising commitment to the craft that it takes to produce the amount of 
writing I&#039;ve done over the last three years. It&#039;s not a little bit of work. It 
is everything. It is one gasp short of selling your soul. I would have lost my 
marriage if I had kept it up. The three sisters would not have their father. 
I&#039;ll never forget the sad day that Jeanene turned away from the computer screen 
and said, &amp;quot;It&#039;s beautiful, but it&#039;s hard because this is what you used to give 
me. This is &lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;my&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt; Gordon and now you&#039;re just handing him out to everyone.&amp;quot;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Here&#039;s the harder part. I can&#039;t write in a 
half-ass manner. I cannot. I won&#039;t. And if I gave myself the chance, I would 
sell my marriage and my children down the river for just one more essay. Oh, I 
wouldn&#039;t say that out loud, and the transaction wouldn&#039;t be that obvious. I 
wouldn&#039;t sell them all at once. I&#039;d sell them piece by piece until there was 
nothing left. I would sneak out of the house to write and say I was going to 
visit the sick. I would stay up until 3 am to finish something and be sleepy and 
irritable the next day. I would hide essays around the house, behind books and 
in little plastic bags floating in the toilet tanks.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Do you like my writing? This is what it takes. 
I have no idea how to be balanced and do this.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So yes, the old Real Live Preacher site is gone 
and the new one is all we have. And sure, there&#039;s a couple of money things 
cluttering up the works now. There&#039;s a bookstore, and now some audio files for 
subscribers, and a fair amount of my energy goes into the Christian Century work 
and into some other paid writing gigs that I get from time to time.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;It&#039;s bottom-line time for me, folks. I had 
nowhere left to run. I had nothing left to sell. I had no more tricks up my 
sleeve. I either find a way to make a little money as a writer to justify the 
time it takes, or.....&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Or what? I don&#039;t know. I don&#039;t want to know 
because you and I &lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;both&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt; know that I can&#039;t stop writing. So I&#039;m 
trying not to think about &amp;quot;Or What?&amp;quot; I don&#039;t want to think about it. I&#039;m not 
going to think about it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So RLP is what it is. It&#039;s not like I ever had 
any say in the matter. I just wanted to write. It&#039;s different now. Less cussing, 
more polish, whatever. We can like it or not like it, but let&#039;s not pretend 
there is any other option.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The old Real Live Preacher is gone. He went 
away and we can&#039;t have him anymore. He took a long, wistful look at the horizon, 
but then he turned his horse around and rode home to Jeanene and the girls. He 
is turning back to them. He is trying to do the right thing.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;
&lt;img border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/0001772/images/robe.gif&quot; width=&quot;166&quot; height=&quot;168&quot;&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Do you know why I chose this image to represent 
RLP? He&#039;s a small man holding two forces at bay. His writing and his life. The 
pressure of the impending collision is causing all sorts of creative sparks and 
stars. He is trying to live inside of that collision. And he&#039;s willing to do 
just about anything to stay in that sweet spot for as long as he can.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;rlp and me&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;

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 <category domain="http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/taxonomy/term/5">Essay</category>
 <category domain="http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/taxonomy/term/17">RLP Website</category>
 <category domain="http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/taxonomy/term/65">Writing</category>
 <pubDate>Tue, 07 Feb 2006 09:16:56 -0600</pubDate>
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 <title>New: Audio Files at RLP</title>
 <link>http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/node/687</link>
 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I&#039;ve created a new audio file and opened an &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;/audio&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;audio section&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt; here at Real Live Preacher. 
For the next year, I&#039;m going to be producing AT LEAST one audio file a week, and 
probably more than that. Once I get this down, it shouldn&#039;t take me long.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Next up, my wife Jeanene and I are going to sit 
in front of the microphone and talk about what Real Live Preacher has done to 
and for our family. You&#039;ll get her perspective on this thing. Neither of us have 
felt very much in control of it. Real Live Preacher kind of took over our lives. 
We&#039;re still trying to figure out what this means for us. It will just be casual 
conversation. Like you were sitting down and talking with us.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The RLP podcast will probably be ready by the 
end of the month.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;As I said in my recent &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;/node/680&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;State of the Blog Address&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;, the audio 
section is a way of saying thank you to &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;/paypal&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;RLP subscribers&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;. But the first version of 
it is open right not to anyone.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;
&lt;img border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;/images/border03.gif&quot; width=&quot;400&quot; height=&quot;44&quot;&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;rlp&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <category domain="http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/taxonomy/term/6">Personal Update</category>
 <category domain="http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/taxonomy/term/25">Audio File</category>
 <category domain="http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/taxonomy/term/17">RLP Website</category>
 <pubDate>Fri, 11 Jan 2008 08:55:49 -0600</pubDate>
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 <title>State of the Blog Address</title>
 <link>http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/node/680</link>
 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;January 2006.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So where am I with the whole Real Live 
Preacher thing? It’s a good question and one that I ask myself quite often.
&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;For you newcomers, here is a short version of 
the story so far:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;In December of 2002 I launched a blog that I 
called “Real Live Preacher.” &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/0001772/2002/12/06.html&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#5C699C&quot;&gt;This&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt; was my first entry. I had no grandiose plans at the 
time. I simply wanted to write, and I had an idea that if I had a blog I would 
be driven to write. Writers need motivation and I wanted some. It worked. I wrote 
hard for two years as an anonymous 
blogger. My original salon blog is still online &lt;b&gt;
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/0001772&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#5C699C&quot;&gt;
here&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;But things always change, don&#039;t they? People in 
my church found out about RLP. People in the blog world found out about my 
church. And a lot of people started showing up to read what I was writing, which 
was scary and thrilling. There was a book and a chance to write for Christian 
Century and now a couple of other publications. It was very exciting 
up until the time that I started falling apart.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Potential bloggers listen to me now - there is 
no way you can anticipate the unholy and wholly consuming way that a blog can 
take over your life. I was trying to hold down two jobs, be a good husband and 
father, and maintain the juggernaut that was Real Live Preacher. I couldn&#039;t do 
it, and I couldn&#039;t stop doing it. So my body shut down and I became physically 
and emotionally unwell. I still am a bit, but getting better. Compulsion is a 
part of serious writing; I&#039;m convinced of it. I do not know how to be healthy 
with this yet, but I&#039;m working on it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So I had to make a choice, and I did. I quit my second job 
(web design and hosting) 
to devote myself to writing and maintaining Real Live Preacher. 
It&#039;s a risk, but it&#039;s my own risk, and I don&#039;t ask for sympathy or make 
apologies. This is what I want to do, and it seems like a good thing to be 
doing. That&#039;s the deal.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; color=&quot;#339966&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;And now to the state of the blog 
address:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;In August I put some fairly serious money into 
launching this new blog software and began trying to make money as a writer 
without losing my soul. That ain&#039;t easy, but if it can be done, 
I aim to be one who does it. (Pardon the &amp;quot;Texas twang&amp;quot; to that last statement, 
but it feels right to say it that way.)&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So how does one make money as a writer/blogger?
&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ol&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;See if you can write for a magazine or 
	in some respectable way that pays. (Not easy and takes time to build a 
	network)&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;See if people will click on a Paypal 
	button sometimes and just give you money. Like magic.&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Start publishing your own stuff and sell 
	it in your own network instead of through a publisher. You&#039;ll make a few 
	dollars a copy instead of a few cents a copy. &lt;i&gt;&lt;br&gt;
	&lt;br&gt;
	In case you&#039;re wondering, I made a grand total of $3600 on the Eerdmans 
	book, &amp;quot;RealLivePreacher.com.&amp;quot; And this is a book that won the &lt;b&gt;
	&lt;font color=&quot;#5C699C&quot;&gt;
	&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.independentpublisher.com/action.lasso?-Database=18news.fp3&amp;-Layout=iparticle&amp;-RecordID=40170&amp;-Response=ipawrdetail.lasso&amp;-Search&quot;&gt;
	&lt;font color=&quot;#5C699C&quot;&gt;Independent Publisher&#039;s Award&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.independentpublisher.com/action.lasso?-Database=18news.fp3&amp;-Layout=iparticle&amp;-RecordID=40170&amp;-Response=ipawrdetail.lasso&amp;-Search&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#5C699C&quot;&gt; for essay/nonfiction in 2005&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;. It&#039;s a tough 
	world out there for writers.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Try to make your blog into something that 
	people will enjoy. Include some fun features like chatting and the ability 
	to send each other messages and the like. Hope that number 4 will entice a 
	few people to think about number 2.&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Setup some kind of bookstore where you get 
	a commission on books bought there. Not much money, but every bit counts.&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Never never never never forget your basic 
	commitment to writing and to the blog. Dance with the one that brung you, as 
	we say here in the Lone Star State. Write like hell; be brave; take risks; 
	make people angry sometimes; put yourself and your work out there 
	and see what happens; write down the bones, as Natalie Goldberg says.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;/ol&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;3&quot; color=&quot;#339966&quot;&gt;So how has it worked so far?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Well, there is potential, but things aren&#039;t 
happening as quickly as I had hoped. I make from 200 to 500 dollars a month from 
Christian Century for writing and sending them some traffic. The paypal thing 
was awesome for the first month (about $3000!) and then nothing, really. That&#039;s 
kind of the way it goes with Paypal buttons.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The Christmas CD sold about 300 copies. I was 
hoping for 1000, but I learned something about what my own network can do. There 
was no real publicity for it. And I paid for producing the CD and finished paying 
Matt for his work on the blog. That&#039;s all good. The Christmas CD has a life of 
its own. It will be here next year, along with the 
Shepherd story.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;The RLP bookstore is just getting started. I 
don&#039;t really anticipate making much money there. It serves a nice purpose 
though.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; color=&quot;#339966&quot; size=&quot;3&quot;&gt;What does the future hold for RLP?&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Unknown at this time. I&#039;m trying to bring my 
writing income up to about $2,500 a month from an ever increasing number of 
sources. That&#039;s ambitious I know, but that amount would justify my brash and perhaps foolhardy dumping of my 
web design income and the jump into the world of writing. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I have a few more ideas to try:&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;ol&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#339966&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Voluntary 
	Subscriptions&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; - You may now subscribe to Real Live Preacher. That 
	means you can let Paypal grab a few dollars a month or a quarter out of your 
	account to support this blog. There will be a special email list for 
	subscribers. I&#039;ll send these folks more regular emails (if they wish to 
	receive them) to let them know what&#039;s coming up and what&#039;s happening behind 
	the scenes as I try to make this thing fly. &lt;b&gt;
	&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.reallivepreacher.com/paypal&quot;&gt;
	&lt;font color=&quot;#5C699C&quot;&gt;Click here to see the new subscription page.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#339966&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Audio Files&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; 
	-As a way of saying thank you to subscribers who give $5.00 a month or more, 
	I have begun making audio files of my essays and stories. I&#039;ll make them 
	available along with a podcast for subscribers. I&#039;ll include some commentary 
	and chat at the end of some. And maybe tell some of the stories behind the 
	essays. (And yes, if you want to drop $60 in a one time payment and get 
	access to the audio files for a year, that will be fine.) &lt;b&gt;
	&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.reallivepreacher.com/audio&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;Click 
	here for a sample audio file.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&amp;nbsp;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
	&lt;li&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#339966&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;RLP Blogs&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; 
	- Christian Century will be the first to have a blog here at Real Live 
	Preacher. They will have the same software that I have and will be listed on 
	the left menu. I feel that others may be willing to pay for the 
	opportunity to be dropped into a pretty heavy stream of internet traffic. We&#039;ll see where that goes.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/li&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;font color=&quot;#339966&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;I hope you&#039;ve noticed&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/font&gt; that I have not abandoned 
my first commitment to write as well as I can and to put that writing online 
where anyone may read it. It still costs nothing to read Real Live Preacher. 
These other things are extra and simply my attempt to find a creative, new way 
to make a reasonable living as a writer.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;What will happen if it doesn&#039;t work? I don&#039;t 
know. For some reason I feel certain that I shouldn&#039;t spend any energy worrying 
about that. Today&#039;s worries are enough for today, and the future 
will bring what it will bring, as it always does.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So that&#039;s where things stand right now. I 
appreciate your kind affirmation and support these last three years. It&#039;s been 
a wonderful and very affirming journey so far. And hey, I&#039;m open to suggestions and ideas. 
Email me if you have some.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;peace,&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Hey there. I&#039;ve written a &amp;quot;State of the Blog&amp;quot; 
address, so to speak, wherein I talk about the future of Real Live Preacher. 
What are my plans? What do I see ahead? That sort of thing. Everything changes, 
including the life and voice of a writer. This blog has certainly changed over 
the last three years. I went through a time where it seemed like everything I 
wrote had a more obvious &quot;Christian&quot; feel to it, which bothered me for some 
reason. Lately I feel like I&#039;m finding my old voice again. That makes me happy. 
It&#039;s not like I have a whole lot of control over it. I rarely plan my writing, 
preferring to just follow what&#039;s in my guts.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Today I&#039;m trying to create an audio file using 
a compressor along with my MBox. I&#039;m planning on a more regular production of 
audio files and, hopefully, a podcast. I think that would be fun. First I have 
to master the process of recording, which isn&#039;t as easy as it would seem. After 
that, it&#039;s just a matter of taking a little extra time to record the stuff I 
write.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;So today I&#039;ll be doing that. I&#039;ll probably post 
the state of the blog address either tomorrow or Thursday. And then there are 
two finished essays coming right on the heels of that.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;See ya soon,&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;I&#039;ve added another little feature&lt;/b&gt; that 
some have asked for. Over on the right menu under &amp;quot;New Feature!&amp;quot; there is a link 
to a page where you can &lt;a href=&quot;/user_browser&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;search for a specific user&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. We&#039;re closing in on 
1300 registered users here, which is cool. You can pull up all the users from a 
particular state or country (some of the countries are obviously false, but 
that&#039;s kind of fun as well), or you can search for someone by user name or even 
by a partial user name. So if someone leaves a comment that intrigues you, you 
can find them and send them a private message if you like. &lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;Note:&lt;/b&gt; You&#039;ll have to use the internal 
message system, because I can&#039;t make the email addresses public for obvious 
reasons. You click on a user&#039;s name and then click &amp;quot;send private message.&amp;quot;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;I also plan to send an email &lt;/b&gt;to all of 
you who are registered in a week or so. I&#039;m VERY sensitive about spam and junk 
mail, so I&#039;ll only do this on rare occasions. I&#039;m thinking a couple of times a 
year. In the email I&#039;ll tell you about some things that will be happening here 
in the near future.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;Online Interviews from the Wittenburg Door&lt;/b&gt; 
- Viva has been given permission to publish Wittenburg Door interviews at the 
RLP bookstore. The first one is
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://viva.reallivepreacher.com/node/47&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;online now&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt;. Those familiar with the
&lt;a target=&quot;_blank&quot; href=&quot;http://www.wittenburgdoor.com/home.html&quot;&gt;
&lt;font color=&quot;#336699&quot;&gt;Wittenburg Door&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/a&gt; know how insightful and funny 
they can be.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;rlp&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <link>http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/node/587</link>
 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Yesterday a seminary student from Georgia 
became RLP&#039;s 1000th registered user. His user name is goghdawgs.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p align=&quot;center&quot;&gt;
&lt;img border=&quot;0&quot; src=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/0001772/images/joyfulpeople.gif&quot; width=&quot;249&quot; height=&quot;172&quot;&gt;&lt;em&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;&lt;br&gt;
&lt;/font&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;1&quot;&gt;And there was much rejoicing......yay.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;Okay, go back to what you were doing. Nothing 
to see here.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;It&#039;s no big deal, but I admit I was watching 
for it. I&#039;m going to send him the Christmas CD if he wants it.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;rlp&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <title>RLP Server Hacked or Cracked or Whatever You Call It</title>
 <link>http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/node/579</link>
 <description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;My server was compromised by a security 
weakness in the Real Live Preacher XML feed. The person or persons involved were 
using our server to route spam. Grrr! There were a million emails in our mail 
queue this morning.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;I was forced to disable the feed. I&#039;ll have to 
get Matt to find a more secure way to offer a subscriber feed to you. Of course, 
those who rely on my XML feed to know when I post things won&#039;t get this message 
for awhile.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;There are a number of pretty serious techies 
out there who read rlp. If you have a suggested script, let me know.&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face=&quot;Verdana&quot; size=&quot;2&quot;&gt;rlp&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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 <pubDate>Tue, 06 Sep 2005 11:25:18 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>Happy Birthday to Me</title>
 <link>http://www.reallivepreacher.com/rlparchive/node/428</link>
 <description>&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana size=2&gt;It was two years ago today that I &lt;A href=&quot;http://www.salon.com/blogs/&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;downloaded blog software&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt; from the salon server, took a deep breath, and launched Real Live Preacher. &lt;FONT face=Verdana size=2&gt;&lt;A href=&quot;/archive/2002/12/06.html&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;Here is my first entry&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt;. It seems light-hearted and hopeful to me now. And a little mischievous.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana size=2&gt;I had no idea what was going to happen.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana size=2&gt;I&#039;ve never said anything about my ranking&amp;nbsp;among the&amp;nbsp;salon blogs&amp;nbsp;or my&amp;nbsp;page reads before, but I will say something now. I&amp;nbsp;notice the &lt;A href=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/rankings.html&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;Salon server&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt; says I&#039;m approaching 900,000 visits. That amazes me. Thank you for honoring me with your time and by&amp;nbsp;reading my work. You have encouraged me, challenged me, and most of all given me&amp;nbsp;a motivation to write.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;As for the future, we shall see what we shall see. I&#039;ve given up trying to&amp;nbsp;figure out where this thing is going.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana size=2&gt;love,&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;rlp and me&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;&lt;FONT face=Verdana size=2&gt;
&lt;P align=center&gt;&lt;FONT size=2&gt;&lt;IMG src=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/0001772/images/rlp.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;BR&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;RLP&amp;nbsp;at Covenant Baptist Church - 2004&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P align=center&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;/P&gt;
&lt;P align=left&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;ps - Check out the comments from that first day. You&#039;ll see my first contact from &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/0001573/&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;Hugh Elliot&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;, whom I wrote more about &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href=&quot;/archive/stories/2003/07/21/doThisInRemembranceOfMePartI.html&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;here&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt; and &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href=&quot;/archive/stories/2004/02/13/allThatHasEverBeenHoped.html&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;here&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt; and who appeared at the end of &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href=&quot;/archive/stories/2004/02/17/iWasOnlyEverOutsideOnce.html&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;this one&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;. Also a tough question up front from &lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;A href=&quot;http://blogs.salon.com/0001381/&quot;&gt;&lt;U&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;The Raven&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/U&gt;&lt;/A&gt;&lt;FONT size=1&gt;, a now defunct but once popular salon blog. Yeah, in those early days, no one knew quite what to make of the preacher.&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/FONT&gt;&lt;/P&gt;</description>
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